CakeI looked at Dahvie and sighed. Today was his birthday and I felt so guilty I thought I coiuld shove these emotions away and keep them locked tight but today of all days is the day that they decided to explode out. I couldnt focus on anything but him and his lips they are so kissable and I kept Fighting myself from kissing him.He looked at me holding his camera to his face "Say Hi Jayy!" He nearly yelled I smirked and waved then screamed "Hi" Dahvie laughed and looked at Drew and said something. Haley walked over and poked me. I turned and looked at her. "Tell him." She said then walked off. I laughed i hated when I was drunk sometimes
Incomplete and All Alone - JavieEternal pain, something I will take to my graveYour memory is an image I just can't eraseI tried not to look as Jayy stared at Jeffree. We had just departed for Warped Tour, and of course, since the world seems to hate me, Jeffree was touring with us."Jayy?" Jeffree asked, causing Jayy to instantly perk up."Yeah?" he asked happily. I just couldn't handle anymore.I got to my feet and went to the back room, lying down on my bed.I spend my life always walking in the shadowsScared, alone, locked away inside my castleHours later, I woke up in the dark. I had fallen asleep for hours without even realizing it.I slowly sat up and ru
Loveotomy - Javie One-ShotI can live a better life without you on my mind Don't need you to decide without you I'll be fine"Jayy wait!" I yelled as he grabbed his keys."Dahvie, I just.. I can't do this, ok?" he said, looking at me sadly. I knew I looked like shit. I knew that my make-up was fucked up from my tears, and my hair was still fucked up sex hair."Jayy please I didn't mean to say it it just slipped out!"He just shook his head and left, leaving me lying in bed sobbing my heart out.I should've known something this perfect would've be so damn destructiveI can live a better life without you on my mindIt had all started that morning. Jayy and I had
HELPHelp im falling under.I cant see anything. I'm blinded by blood. It's my blood from my wrist.I know that no one can help me.So I stop stuggling.Slip down to my death.